Motivations


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What drives you? What makes you do the things you do, everyday? What are your goals, ultimately?

Sometimes I wonder. Sometimes nothing drives me other than the fact that I am alive and must go on. Sometimes the knowledge that someday what I'm doing will get me somewhere better than I am now, drives me. Sometimes I wake up with the desire to make this day a little different than the ones before, and set about finding the things that will make it so. Sometimes I wake up and am glad to be alive and wish to remain so. My goals are non-specific. I want the same things others want: a decent job, the tools to create, someone to love, to publish something, to create something memorable, to lose weight - though there isn't that much of it to lose, be more fit. i guess my goal is to be better than I am now, more than I am, a better version of what and who I am.


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