A dream to forget
2004 07 21
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A massively packed and complex dream this afternoon; some of which is still hanging around and making me nauseous.
I'm curled up on the couch with someone; he's very comfortable and I'm waiting for him to kiss me. I realise he won't because he's still married.
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We are laying on a sofa outside, in front of an open barn door. I'm not sure if it's the same man or not. Something feels amiss. He leaves.
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I'm shouting at the drivers of several large trucks; screaming for them to get off my land. They didn't believe it was all my land. They straighten their trucks out and apologise. I tell them if they want anything they can go into the barn to get it.
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I see a woman's body on the grass near the barn. I think it's me. There are other bodies. I get the feeling the man is involved.
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Looking at a winding road stretching in front of the house. It is daytime. The grass is deadish from summer heat.
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A young girl, naked, is trying to seduce the man. The bathroom door dows not go all the way to the ground; it only covers about halfway down, yet they know if they can get it shut and keep it that way - keep the dog out and the small child - that no one will see. He is her father. He takes her from behind. The piercing of the hymen, the feeling of it, is still hanging around. She washes the blood from her hands. She realises now that what she's done is wrong. The man is bad. She must escape, but the man is evil, and she can't think of a way to get out.
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She and her sister (the same woman who'd been dead) escape the house. It is night, and there seem to be very bright lights, like spotlights, flooding the area. They fear they'll be seen. They feel/hear someone coming and hide in some bushes. They see it's only their other sisters and come out. The sisters have provisions for them. They have got together whatever they can to help the girls get away.
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The girls are running. Terrified. THe come to an extremely high, flat wall surface with something hanging down it. They feel/see a young man coming. He's not bad, but they don't want him near them. In some way they are afraid of him. They climb up the rope and pull it up after them so he can't come up behind them. They crawl through a very small space, and into a darkened other area, something like an attic; it's full of boxes and other things that they begin to search through.
That's when I got woken up. If I hadn't been abruptly shaken out of sleep, I think I might have forgotten this dream - and I would have been glad of that.